a letter to kabayan

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SUSY (Sunda Sydney)
i wish you willing read this fooly letter . .

Forgive me who have screwed your birthday
i dont even know, if my last word made you hurt
i dont even know, you can that anger to me
i dont even know, that you have that weird feeling

we have been raised the moment about 6 years,
you know me a lot, so do i
as you know me, too easy to me to love different boy like i did since 4 grade.
you have knew it well
and i think thats all not your problem
as you ever told me "just the way you are"
if you comfort with that behave, just do it !
just do like you dont even know what people say about you
i always notice that statement, until now!

please, respect my own decision
you are in a far country
but i feel you always close to me
this because i respects you, your advise

you asked me, that i really love him?
honestly, yes! he's the one who make me happy to going to campus
although he is not love me
if you here, i'll choose you then him, for sure !
coz now, i know how much your cares to me

i will always beside you when the cold winter coming
i will always hold you, when you need shoulder to cry
i will always smiling into your success
i will always be everything on you if you imagine that me

forgive me, forgive my mistakes~