Tuhan, mengapa kau ciptakan rasa galau

udah hampir seminggu menderita kegalauan stadium tak terdeteksi
ini galau edisi terpanjang yang pernah gue jalani selama ini
uh !
ergh !
ishhh!

i hate being complicated !!
it all begins when my friend suddenly texted me;

"jis, hows life? i heard u breaked up with *tiiiiiiit*. how can? i suppose u re get-along soulmate ever"
"that was almost 2years ago, dont remind me back to him"
"but how it was? since i'm here [madinah] i dont know everything bout u are"
"didn't both of you meet in madinah?"
"nope, didn't he study in indonesia, right? he just texted me yesterday"

*hening*
*hujan*
*petir*
*ambil silet*

let me bring postive thinking to him
maybe he didn't get his scholarship last year
maybe this end of year
maybe he's now waiting to his pasport
maybe he will go next year
maybe he has another better plan

hhhh sobrun ala allah